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– Gx\oAjMDx M ;'lgtf dfgGw/
lhu' 5]“ o]“of j8f @# cf]daxfM Tjfno\ vM . tMe'vfo\ :jof+ afMl5 Gx\oM lh afgfk huGgfy jgfu' . yg+ yfgsf]6 ts df]6/+ jgf . cg+ lnkf lhtM n's'+l5gfM o+s"u' n'd+ .
lhtM afg+ g]kfnL cfvM erf erf :ogf lapu' vM . Gxo\b“ b'ano\ lhtM hf]/u0f]zo\ gfgLefO bfOofyfo\ c+u]|hL Aj+s] 5\jt . cg c+u]|hL Ajg]t nl5of Gxo\;sf k'n]dfM . tMe'vfo\ AjMano\ lh cg x] cfvM AjgfRjgfu' . pu' x] b“o\ lh 306f3/of gfk;+ Rj+u' kf7zfnfo\ g+ cfvM Aj+jgf .
lh !$ b“ b'ano\ af d+t . af dbo]j+ 5]“of Hof bSj+ lhu' ef/ h'n . lhld Gxfkf+lg;]+ hfls alh k;M . Gxfkf k;M g+ pln db' . hfls 5dgfof lemuM j+u' lh+ l;p . lh k;no\ Rjg] ;Mano\ 5DjMof hfls kml5 lap . dfo\ 5dgfof GofuM . lwA5Mof dfo\ GofM jM;f cGbfh ofgfM laof 5\jo]u' .
Gxfkf >L # h'4 zDz]/+ t/fh'of 5v] n'“ 5v] yM RjgfM n'“ bfg ofMu' Ono\ n'“ 5tf]nfof kLtsf j+ . lh+ l;pano\ le+u' n'“ 5tf]nfof gLRoftsf t" . dle+u' n'“ h";f lem+v'tsf+ lap . 5Gx' hxfgoft n'“ Gofgf aL wsfM k;no\ gfk+ jgfu' Ono\ lhu' n+ EjfyM v+ano\ ;fx'hL+ EjfyMu' n+ k'gfM n'“ GofM jn wsfM luh] ofMu' n'd+ .
pu' Ono\ lhld;+ ;'O– Gof;n+ 5]“ Gofgfu' . lhld gfk;+ Rj+u' :jAjof 5Aj Gxo\;n+ sfn . pu' Ono\ ;'OGof;M wOu' g+ t;s+ lys] . db' . n'“:jf+ a/M tofM ;l5of lemtsf Aofh+ Tofo\ sofM 5]“ Gofgf . cy] nf pu' Ono\ Ko;M bfd+ 5]“ ldplk+ g+ b' .
lj=;+= @))% ;fno\ lh 5Gx'+ x] KoDx gf/fo0f BM rfMlxp jgf . ;'yl;of KotfM Ono\ 5]“g+ jgfM Gxo\tfMTof Ono\ z]if gf/fo0f BM bz{g ofgf . cg+ xfsg+ Gofl; jgf . Dx Gon]j+ 5]“g+ laofxMu' dl/ j ;fvM gof . go] w'g]j+ an jn . xfsg+ Gofl; jgf . lem+Gxo\3f} b'g] Gofl; jgfM KoDx gf/fo0f ;LsfM lnxf+ jof .
pu' x] b“o\ lh l;n' g+ jgf . 5]“o\ Gog ls 5\jO dv' wsfM lh ;'gf+ x] d;Ls jgfu' . Woaf g+ cfkfM DjfM . k;Mof sGt'/o\ 5DjM j+u' Woaf db'u'ln+ GofMgf j+u' 5k'rM Woaf HjgfM jgfu' . lhld dfd+ x]nDa' s]?ª+ rl5 lGxl5+ Yo+ wfOu' . lh cg lemtfM Ono\ Yog . h+unof n“k', af+nfs n“ dl;p;f+ yfo\ yf;o\ Go“Go+ jgf . n“o\ afo\ aLlk+ db' . pyfo\ nfSs 5Dx dg'v+ lh+ 5+t g g+ gs] afo\ g+ aL wsfM Ajgf o+sn . 5]“o\ Yog]j+ snfMDx Oldu' ef;+ xfn . lhtM Bg]t Sjyf hs lan .
jf jofM lgy'|s KofMu' n+ rlR5of b'g] Gu+sfM ;'yo\ jx] n+ k'gf . nfsf+ g+ db' . ;'?jfM g+ RjYo+s ysofM jgf . h+uno\ Kof+ Goft . co\;f+ 5Dx lgDx Kof+ lx Tjg]j+ lhu' lx k'mOdv' wsfM Kof t'ltO t'+ tofM Gofl; jgf . l;n' Yo+ano\ lhu' t'lt 5kft+ lxof lx h'n .
xfsg+ 5Gx' afo\ Rjgfyfo\ go] Tjg] j Rjg]t #% k};f dfM wfn . lhs] #@ k};f hs b' . y'ln hs b' wof+ j dg'v+ d]u' :j+uM Woaf lnkfof hGdo\ sfo] wfn . y'lndl5 b'Mv l;ofM :j+uM Woafof nflu+ 5fo\ d]u' hGd wsfM lh+ g+ dfQ'dfnfM joft :j+uM Woaf laofM afo\ Rjgf . jo]t lgGx' jg]t lgGx' ofgfM KoGx' lasfM lh u'+k'lGx s'Gx' 5]“o\ Yo+sf .
lj=;+= @))@ ;fno\ lh :joDe" jg] wsfM GofGx' lasfM Gofl; jgfM dgsfdgf jgf . Gxfkfof n“k' # lkm6of hs . h+un+ h+un+ h'ofM jg]dfM .
Gxfkf l;k'mRj+ rj|mky :jo]ano\ xf;f kfo\kfM . hfdfRj nf afs; y]+ Rj+ .
lh lgb“ b'ano\lg;]+ lhtM afg+ afudtL Ajgf o+sLu' . cg+ yM jg] ;o]j+ ofsMrf x] afudtL jg]u' ofgf . afg+ DjM Nx'Ot v'l; ;kmf ofOu' :j:j+ afof lnplnp lh+ g+ ofo] ;o]sf . pu' On+lg;]+ afudtL jg]u' afgL b'Dx lh yf}+ ts g+ dj“;] dg dRj+ . Gxfkf afudltof nM or';] Rj+ . Gxfo\s+ :jo] y]+ SjYo+s or's lkm vg]b' . nvo\ lrrLlwsMlk+ Gofrft r+r+ wfo]s ;gf h'Ou' af+nfs vg]b' .
lh @))^ ;fn+lg;]+ dlbSs x] afudlt jgfM ;kmf ofgfRjgfu' b' . Gxfkf v'l;afM jOano\ krnLof afudlt v'l; Tjfyno\ lkm j rf r'Osf xOu' . v'l;O jOlk+t dl5+ dh'Odf wsfM Gxfkf+lg;]+ lh+ pu' lkm j rf ;kmf ofo]u' .
t/ a'n'x'“ a'n'x'“ v'l;of nM emg emg kmf]xf]/ h'ofjn . Gxfkfoflk+s] wd{ b' . afudltO kfOvfgfof wM d5\jM . t/ yf}+sGxo\ kfOvfgfof wn+ ofgfM afudlt clts+ kmf]xf]/ h'n . afudlt kmf]xf]/ h"u'ln+ lhu' g'uM VjM . t/ lh yDx+ kmQn] y'lsoft ;kmf ofgf+ t'+ Rjg] .
afudlt jg]ano\ lhtM tf+GjM, lrs', kmo\ 5'ls+ x] dk+ . v'l; ;kmf ofo]t dfMu' HofeM Gxfkf lh+ cg x] tof to]u' . t/ 5SjM v'of o+s"u'ln+ yf}+sGxo\ 5]“o\ x] Hjgf jo]u' .
v'l; ;kmf ofo]t j;M TjMtfM v'l;O s'xf+ jg]u' . tMSjMdl5 lhu' j;M g+ v'of o+sn . 5Gx' v'l; ;kmf ofgf– Rjgfu' Ono\ lhtM lao/ l;l;of vfn+ t'ltO 3fM h'n . 3fn+ lx jofM lh cg x] Rj+Rjgfu' . 5Dx dg'v+ lhld sfooft kmf]g ofgfM ;Mtn . sfo+ 6\ofS;LO tofM c:ktfn o+sn . Goflt v'lt 6fsf to] dfn . KoGx' GofGx' cf/fd ofgfM lh xfsg+ afudlt jgfM . 5]“hMlk+;+ jg]dt] wfO . co\;f+ lh dg dRj+ . yf}+sGxo\ Old;+ g+ 5'+ dwfo] w'+sn . lh lGxl5of Rof3f} ts g+ afudlt ;kmf ofgfRjgf . aGb, x8tfn, adsf08+ g+ lhtM dkg . afudlt ;kmf ofgfRjg] bM;f lhu' dg x] ofp“;] Rj+ .
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– g/]zjL/ zfSo
y'u' bFof oF]ofM hfqf Gxfkf Gxfkf y]+ ;fdfGosy+ Sjdrfn . ;/sf/+ :jlguMof ;+:s[ltoft /fHokfv]+ aLdfMu' vr{o\ ldtAolotf gfn]dfMu' wOu' gfdo\ k|ToIf ?k+ ofMu' x:tIf]koft k"0f{?k+ c:jLsf/ of;]+ ;/sf/of pu' gLltoft xfYof x] aL sy+ :jlguMof g]jfM hgtf ;tso\ s'xf+ jn . y'ls+ ofgfM Ajn+u' afWofTds l:yltO ;/sf/ yMu' lg0f{o lnt sfo]t afWo h'Odfn . plsof gfkgfk+ :jlguMof ;+:s[ltO bofRj+u' sdL sdhf]/Loft ts+ rLs]u' k|lta4tf Kj+sn . Yj k|lta4tfoft cfMof lg+lt+ ljZjf; ofgfM ;f+:s[lts clwsf/sdL{t lkofRj+u' b' . ;/sf/ kIf g+ yMu' jrgo\ cl8u h'ofRjgfu' vF ;+rf/ dfWod+ lkt xofRj+u' b' . :jlguMof g]jfMto\u' snf ;Dkbfoft /fHo+ GXofan]+ g+ b'? aLDx ;f y]+ hs Aojxf/ ofgfM ;bf+ Yjkfv]+ sf hs sfo]u' Hof ofgfM y'lsof ;+/If0f j ;Dj4{gof lg+lt+ wfM;f 5'+ x] Hof dofM wofu' ljZjf; ygof cflbjf;L hghflt g]jfMto\;+ ofgf jofRj+u' b' . ;/sf/+ u'ly ;+:yfgof clwsf/ sy+ :jlguMof hfqfkfqfof cfo:tf h'ofRj+u' a'F hUuf ln;]+ cg]s ;Dkbfoft yMu' lgoGq0fo\ tofM pls+ h"u' cfDbfgLof 5u" Aj ts+ Yj Hofo\ vr{ dof;] yMlklg oMoMy] Hof ofgf jofRj+u' b' . Yj sf/0f+ ofgfM yf}+ jofM g]jfMto\u' u'ly, hfqf kj{ km'Ss+ x] x|f;f]d'v h'ofM y'lsof d"No j dfGotf x] GxgfjgLu' cj:yfo\ Yog]w'+s"u' b' . :jlguMjf;Lto\;+ /fHo+ yMlk+t ;f+:s[lts pTkL8go\ nfsfM bdgsf/L Aojxf/ ofMu' cg'e"lt ofgf jofRj+u' b' . :jlguM b'g] u}/ g]jfMto\;+ /fHo GXofs';f+ lg;]+ yf}+ ts /fHo+ gfnfM sof jofRj+u' ;f+:s[lts gLltoft cfd g]jfMto\;+ y'OsfRj+u' jf:tljstf Yjx] vM .
cfMof kl/jlt{t /fhg}lts kl/j]zo\ d'n's ;+3Lo u0ftflGqs cj:yfo\ k|j]z h'Ow'+sf g+ yHofMu' gLlt /fHo+ 5fo\ gfnfRjg < Yj 5u" dxTjk"0f{ GXo;M cn] lrGtgof ljifo h'Okm' . :jlguMof hfqf j kj{ ;~rfngof lg+lt Gxfkf hgtf yMlk+;+ x] toftMu' cfo:tf km'Ss u'ly ;+:yfg+ b'sofM pldt dfMu' yLyL k'hfof vr{ u'ly ;+:yfg+ aLu' Joj:yf ofgftMu' vM . t/ ;+:yfg+ aLu' 5'+ g+ vr{+ yHofMu' kj{ Gx\ofs] kmOu' cj:yf db' wOu' vF k|To]s u'lyof b' . u'ly ;+:Yffg+ aLu' cg'bfg Gxfkfof ahfMefMof lnw+;fo\ aLu' j cfMof ahfM efM :jb'un+ dNofs yxf+ jg]w'+s"u' kl/k]|Ifo\ g+ cfMof g]jfM ;f+:s[lts ultljlw ldtAolotf gfn]u' gfdo\ ah]6 SjkfnfM g]jfMto\u' df}lns ;f+:s[lts ;Dkbf j k/Dk/fo\ x:tIf]k ofo]u' wofu' ;DalGwt /fhgLlt1to\u' ckl/kSjtf dv';]+ g]jfMto\u' ;f+:s[lts ;Dkbfoft /fhgLlts/0f ofgfM psL yMlklgu' /fhg}lts jfb Sjlr+s]u' s'tM hs vM wOu' vFoft g+ emL;+ y'Os]dfM .
jt{dfg Ono\ g]skf -dfcf]jfbL_ of g]t[Tjo\ ;/sf/ GXofgfRj+u' b' . yMlklgu' x] /fhg}lts l;4fGtoft GXoMg] tofM g]skf -dfcf]jfbL+_ yMlklg gLlt sfof{Gjog ofo]t hgo'4 z'? oft, lnRjM sy+ yf}+ plk+ d'n'sof zf;go\ ;Qf?9 h'ofRj+u' b' . dfcf]jfbL+ ;+;bLo ;+:sf/ dgfn]u', d''n'soft hgtflGqs u0ftGqo\ kl/jt{g ofo]dflgu' vF cfM x] dfcf]jfbL g]t[Tjkfv]+ ;fj{hlgs ofgf xofRj+u' b' . cfM clts+ ljjfb h"u' OGb|hfqfof ah]6 Sjkfn]u' k|s/0foft sofM g+ dfcf]jfbLof u'lnv] g]tfto\;+ dfcf]jfbLof gLlt sy+of x] ;fdflhs ?kfGt/of k|s[of vM wsfM v'Nnf ?k+ cleJolQm aLu' ofgfRj+u' b' . hftLo :jzf;gof gf/f y'ld;+ laofRj+u' vM;f+ g]kfnd08noft g]jfMto\u' hftLo :jzfl;t /fHo dh';] s]lGb|s[t g]jfM /fHo h'O wsfM wofRj+u' b' . y'lk+ km'soft Aojxfl/s ?k aLu' lg+lt+ ldtAolotfof gfdo\ ;Qfo\ RjgfM bsno\ Gxfkf+ g]jfM ;+:s[ltoft k|xf/ ofMu' vFo\ ljjfb db' .
g]skf -dfcf]jfbL_of gfd+ x] Yj kf6L{+ rLgof qmflGtsf/L g]tf dfcf] T;] t'ªof l;4fGtoft gfnf sofRj+u' vM . rLgo\ dfcf] T;] t'ªof ;Qf GXofo]j+ cg tMw+u' ;f+:s[lts qmflGtof gfdo\ ;f+:s[lts ;Dkbfo\ cfqmd0f ofgfM b]o\of k/Dk/fut ;Dkbft Wj:t ofgf 5\jMu' Oltxf; k'nf+ dh"lg . pHjMu' ;f+:s[lts gLltof x] k/Dk/f yg g+ GXofs]u' lg+lt+ y'sy+ g]kfMof ;Dk"0f{ ;+:s[lt x:tIf]k j cfqmd0f ofo]u' gLltof k|of]u x] cfMof o]Fof k|s/0f vM wofu' vFoft cfd hgtf+ y'Os] dfMu' b' .
d'n'so\ jMu' /fhg}lts kl/jt{g lnkf cfd hgtfof rfxgf wOu' yMlklgu' df}lns klxrfg ln;]of ;+3Lotf vM . cfM h'Ou' ;+3Lo /fHo b'g] cu|flwsf/ ;lxtof yMlklgu' efiff, hflt, ;+:s[ltof klxrfg ln;]+of ;Qf zf;g vM . pls+ ;+3Lotfof cfwf/ g+ y'lk+ x] h'OdfMu' dfu pkTosfjf;L cflbjf;L hghfltto\u' vM . pkTosf– jf;Lto\ yMlklgu' df}lns Dx;Lsf wofu' x] yMlklgu' efiff, ;+:s[lt, snf, ;Dkbf, hfqf kj{ j gvMrvM vM . Yj dGt wfo]j+ g]jfMto\u' Dx;Lsf g+ cGt h'O . pls+ yMlklgu' klxrfgof cGt h'Ou' Hof ;+' g+ :jfledfgL g]jfMoft ;Xo h'O dv' . Yj jf:tljstfoft ;sl;g+ y'Os]dfMu' cfjZostf b' . 5'+ g+ /fhg}ltsjfb+ g]jfM Pstfoft Gx+s] dkmOu' ;Gb]z cfMof oFofM k|s/0f+ :ki6 ofgf lapu' b' .
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